Sunday, February 01, 2015

RESOLUTIONS and DISTRACTIONS

有好多想发泄的情绪。

I guess I'm reaching my tipping point again.
My quarter life crisis seems to be alarming my entire system.
Physically and mentally. Tiring.

The fear of what can become of me if I don't change.
The anxiety of what awaits if I do change.

And of course,
the hopelessness and despondence,
the lethargy and listlessness.

It's a new year for goodness sake, why so down?
I need to set some resolutions. AND MEET THEM.

1. Start learning a new language (DECIDE Korean or Spanish)
2. Start taking my writing seriously (There are MANY avenues to that)
3. Beautify myself (Complexion, tummy/abs, thighs -> DETOX, TONE)
4. Career goals and plans
5. Study goals and plans
6. TRAVEL

Okay, something is definitely not right.
Making lists used to calm me down.
Yet, I still feel frightfully at loss.

#resolutions
#toomanydistractions

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